#family – ᴊᴏᴜʀɴᴇy ᴏꜰ ᴍy ʟɪꜰᴇ

Yes… it’s my queen’s birthday today. I wish you the happiest birthday Amma...✨

My mother and I, have one of the best memory from childhood.

But something sad happened yesterday. While we were having dinner, I began to cry all of a sudden, I don’t know what happened or what some kind of stress may be. Both my parents were shocked by the sudden shift in my mood. After a few minutes, I became normal again but then I saw my mom crying. I was thunderstruck, whatever good or bad happens to me I can handle that, but my mom’s tears I don’t have the strength to see that. She cried because I cried and that thought made me feel guilty again.

But I tried to make her mood up and after sometime, that incident became just a memory.

Amma…( Indian name for mother) I love you so much and you to Papa…🥰. My brother and I are blessed to have you both and I won’t let you cry for my mistake it’s a promise by your daughter and… Love you guys 😘.

Thanks for being with me guys…Give your mother a tight hug 🤗.

Namaste friends… I’m here after a very long time. Because my exams are going on and not enough time for everything.

The thing is, I didn’t pay much attention to my blog even if I wanted to write something but my mind goes blank.

And today I had such a good review about myself from my mentor (well..I took him as my brother now 😋✨) who told me such things… that made me realise what I should have worked on in the past years.

He told me something that I knew, but in a new way that I always wanted to hear from a person with a higher perspective.

I promised myself that this year will change me …I’ll do the things I’ve never done before, I’ve to sacrifice so much, I’ll have something different happening that’s never expected to happen…and even something expected.

So here I took a step forward with integrity that ..’ Yes..life is not happening the way I wanted but it’s way better than I expected. it’s challenging me so much and sometimes it’s making me break down from my stand ..Because my life is getting harder and more adventurous so much that I’m anxious as well as excited for that.

So for the past couple of years, I pray that to give me the courage to handle any situation in my life and I still pray the same now

And I think God has listened to me very well. Because at the end of the day, it’s the desire for a better tomorrow and a different life that we all wanted.

All the best for your life my friends…Thanks for being here with me 🤗✨

Hello everyone…I just wanted to know that we all are living a life. Maybe the life we wanted to have or a miserable one, but we all have a hope or a vision that keeps us going.

This is my question..’What will you do when things are going out of your way or something happened which you didn’t expect or left with zero motive and felt stuck?’

Namaste everyone… I was so depressed for a couple of weeks due to my study pressure.

And yesterday something unexpected happened at night. I was so sick with my headache and just simply came downstairs to have my dinner after that, my mom got my attention and she just asked what was going on with me. I said just a headache and nothing else.

But she said no…something is there. Then I just broke down into tears. My papa was lying down in the next room and she told him that I was crying. He came running and tensed. They both were so eager to know what happened.

But the thing is…I don’t know what happened at that moment. I just hugged him and cried so much. Poor papa…he was so tensed.

The thing is I was not able to concentrate and study for my upcoming exams…and I felt like crap about myself for not focusing and pushing myself to study.

But the thing that blew my mind is that he was so encouraging so did my mom. Papa told me so many things that I never thought he would say. He said that I’m a very bold girl and don’t need to give much hard on myself. Life is the exam, I have a lot more things to do in my life as far as I have this breath.

He told me that don’t need to stress so much thinking about family conditions because they will be there for me anyway…

Last night changed my perspective of myself.

I had a serious talk with myself from this morning to the moment I began to write this.

That…whatever happens, I have no right to disappoint neither my parents nor my whole family. Because…they deserve better, and for that, I need to give them the best that I could give.

These two days gave me the spark that I crave. So from today, I promised myself that there is no turning back.

There is a quote that I look up to. ‘When you face a problem you have two options, Either you can become wounded or you can become wise.’ The choice is yours…

I choose to become wise… My friends, what’s your choice?

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It’s my mom’s birthday 🎉

Just listen to me

I have a question for you…

Never give up

A new version of me.